My last post was on May 2013. Today is Jun 7 2015. It has been 2 years.
Since I dont know who to talk with at this time which is 1o'clock at the morning..Lets write something...Where I can re-read it again later.
Have you ever feel like you dont wanna talk to everyone? That you just being completely silence, ignoring persons question? Even though you are not moody,nor you are in argument with anyone? You just choose to ignore them.
I do have it..Since when I've been acting like this? I cant recall. But this is sure not good for health...A relationship health. Practically I'm putting my foot at the edge of skycraper while there is a tornado.. There.
I cant figure why I am behaving like that...and that is currently happening to me. Sometimes, I just cant help,but hating myself for behaving like that. Why? Because Im behaving like this only to my family.
This really bothering me..😔😔
I've telling myself to not be like that anymore...but it is just not work..Why? Maybe it is you yourself are the problem Ruziah..
Why you can be friendly with strangers,people you just know,,your friends...but not your own family..
Think...Harder...put an effort...a genuine effort..soften your heart...
Kena jumpa ahli psikologi agak ny aku ni...
